转变中.......... 忙碌中........

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

你善良的对待他,他却当你是傻比

所以我选择沉默,我不说不代表我虚伪

所以我明白了男人的爱都是那么的内敛

不要让人家一眼就看穿你在想什么

所以我选择沉默,在还没足够睿智之前

所以我明白了人活着其实是一种煎熬

不要憎恨你的foe,因为这样会使你失去冷静的判断

我想说但是说不出来,不是不明白只是做出来比说出来更有说服力

要学会控制自己的情绪,要学会做个聆听者

要冷静\要执着\要博爱

要学会不要为自己的失败找借口

如果你找了那就说明你还不成熟

男人也要学着像女人那样矜持,因为你没资格不这样做,其实男人比女人更贱

要有卧薪尝胆的忍耐力,因为你知道你自己到底有几斤几两

要坚强,就算装也要装得像,因为这个世界每人会可怜你

每个人其实都是希望看见你的脆弱,看见你的无能这样他们也能活得潇洒

冷酷的世界,冷酷的表情,只有你自己能拯救自己

 

you say

Time goes

 No 

time stays

  we go

    everyone must follow the nature's law

     nobody could beak it

 

 Dear GOD,
                I know that she's out there...the one I'm suppose to share my whole life with. 
            And in time...you'll show her to me.
                  Will you take care of her, comfort her, and protect her...until that day we meet. 
           And let her know...my heart...is beating with hers. 
In a dream I hold you close
Embracing you with my hands
You gazed at me with eyes full of love
And made me understand
That I was meant to share it with you
My heart my mind my soul
Then I open my eyes
And all I see reality shows I'm alone
But I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
So I prayed until that day (prayed until that day)
When our hearts will beat as one (when our hearts hearts will beat as one)
I will wait so patiently (patiently)
For that day to come (for that day to come)
I know someday that you'll be by my side
Cause I know God's just waiting till the time is right
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way (shine he the way)
God will you let her know that I love her so
When theres no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Is beating with hers (ooo)
My heart is beating with hers (oooo)
It's beating with hers
God will you keep her safe from the thunderstorm
When the day's cold will you keep her warm
When the darkness falls will you please shine her the way
God will you let her know that I love her so
When there's no one there that she's not alone
Just close her eyes and let her know
My heart is beating with hers
Oh~~~ it's beating with hers
(It's beating with yours)

 Alarm clock is ringing

I'm roused suddenly frome sleep

Open my eyes

The same ceiling,the same curtain,the same circumstances

I'm getting up listlessly

Go to the bathe room straightly

Looking myself in the mirror,as if someone else talking to me

when is the end of this senseless life

I don't know how to answer him,so I'm keeping peaceful

Then he repeated it ,the same question

I open my mouth:may be today or may be tomorrow ,it's uncercain

We're all keeping quiet

 

After washing me up

I step down the stairs,think having breakfast outside

Unexpectedly

A pretty walking by

Oh my god,such a pretty one,unbelievable

She looks so simple in her own way

I fix my eyes on her for a long time,I can't move away my sight

But she didn't notice me,even she hadn't realized someone walking by

her brown hair hanging down on her tender shoulder,naturally down

Her slim figure ,sexy decorated

every position is all right

She is just right,she is the style,my first-rate

But you know she is just the walking-by

Never be your girl

 

Till the curtain of the night falling

The vague impression lingering around me

Now close to me now far away from me

She is moving swiftly in my mind

Enough,all all all,enough

She is just decorating my dim life

She is adding hue into my life

 

PS:do you believe one man can be in love two times throughout his life

do you trust that you just merely love one all your life

 

everyone is the other's scenery,you're decking out their lives

In a world so uncertain  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Take a deep breathe  

   let's start      

 

Think about your fuckin'life

  Think about your fuckin'life on the ground

    Think about your pain suffering around 

    Think about your pain then blast it out far and high

 

 

      Then you face up and wanna change your fuckin' life

 For no way you're gonna escape

 If you could see through my eyes

  You'll  know  that  I'm  fucked  up  inside

 But I'm still alive and firm
 

 

anyone tells me

Where is the true essence

  Where is the hope 

   When all my life   

      I left hanging from a rope 

      Need I lead this life till my death 

 

 

    Can I be saved

      Can I be cut loose  

      Now the pain pulls me under 

       Now the pain it breeds

 

       I'm a nobody  

      Is  there  any   place

I'm searching for

I'm  looking  for

     I  don't  wanna  see  you  crying,

  falling  out  of  the  light

 

    I wanna feel you now

     Like  the  August   rain

      Kissing summer goodbye

      I   don't   wanna   see   your  pain

       arousing  out  of  the  night 

 

I'm with you,girl

I'm with you,girl

  I  wanna  feel  you  now

 Like thousand knives

 Digging out of my heart

 Burning in the night

 

Girl,I don't wanna lose you

you're the angel

the angel

on

my shoulder

上大学来,感觉自己真的变得很多.生活的没有激情,对未来的迷茫充盈着我的心灵.以前向往的大学生活在自己的经营中竟成了这副样子,好心酸啊.没有女朋友的时候会想去找一个,我知道这对我真的一点都不难,但是找了之后更加心烦意乱,好象对爱情这一块一点激情都没了.这难道是真的现在的我吗?!好难想象啊!这个学期去了趟南京,见了她~~~~感觉太亲切了啊.亲切的让我觉得我们从来没有分开过,亲切让我感到可以好自然的牵起她的小手,亲切的以为我还可以深深的亲吻下她的嘴唇.但是一切都已经不在了,一切只是自己的幻想.that's only illution!departure's only result~~~~走的时候,在火车站一直想着她一定会来火车站送我的.我一直这样告诉自己的.可是等来的是自己伤痛欲绝的结果----要不是我主动发她消息,她连可怜的送别的几句话都懒的3通过消息告诉我!这一刻我真的清醒了!过去的这些真的是回不来了!回来了也不是你想要的那样了~~~~~~

上大学谈了两次恋爱,确切点说应该是一次,那一次我什么都放得下的去做了!弄得自己现在是满身伤痕,不感再碰那东西了.激情对于爱情来说是多么重要!而我现在却没了啊!

不想回家,不是不想家,是我感觉回家太俗了,都多大的人了,还老想着家,一点出息都没.回家意味着更大的责任,感觉自己对不起自己的父母.花那么多钱.却没有任何成果,在大学虚度光阴.所以~~~想到家人自己一个人的时候就有种说不出的责任,太重了!压得我喘不过气来.

I don't wanna be lonely 不求什么 只求快乐!今晚感觉到那么点的寂寞!